| i got a fone.. i got a fone.. i got a fone, hey hey hey hey!
keehee 
if u don't have da # yet, i guess ur jus' not special enuff.. but if u DO want it.. call someone u know who'll ALREADY have it.. lol.. |
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| GOD DAMN.. LIFE IZ GOOD.. well, except for da whole leaving-in-two-n-a-half-weeks part n da fact dat mah bes' fren iz gone n getting hiz ass kicked by a bunch of strangerz (i miss him  ).. yup yup, i prolly shoulda updated a lil earlier, but dis entry thing takes too much effort.. i'm lazy, so shoot me.. nehoo, summerz been awesome.. after trying forever n failing x amount of timez t' find a job, i FINALLY got one.. yay.. so now i work @ hawaii 5-0 surf company in waikiki.. itz across from wallz n a couple storez past starbucks.. come vizit me! too bad for them tho.. i don't think itz registered t' them dat ima quit soon cuz i gotta go t' college.. college.. yeah, i'm going up t' cold, rainy oregon.. pacific university.. should be fun.. i know who mah roommate iz.. lol, shez soniz size wit smaller boobz, blond hair, and a complete haole.. keehee.. we'll have fun.. wat else, wat else.. i've jus' been hanging out wit mah new krew.. sorrie waldorfianz.. i still luv ya n alwayz will.. but a serious change waz needed.. da only sucky part iz dat i STILL HAVE A CURFEW.. damnit.. i've been having fun going out t' dinner, watching moviez, going t' poker/BS nitez, having pool partiez, going clubbing.. of course it hazn't ALL been fun n gamez.. mah parentz have me working mah ass off fixing thingz around da house n getting ready for college.. they NEVER FAIL t' find something new t' paint.. i think itz mah new hobbie.. painting.. lol, yeah rite.. okie dokie, i can't think of nething else t' say except dat i hope everyone elsez summer iz going great |
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| YAY talk about da feeling of relief.. YES.. |
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| oops..
az happie az i am..
dis could still reallie suck..
damit.. |
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| dis izn't healthy..
howz it possible t' be so torn?
on one hand, i'm extremely happie n haven't felt like dis in a long while..
n on da other hand, i'm extremely sad.. so sad, scared, n worried dat wordz can't even explain..
wat am i supposed t' do?! i know wat i SHOULD do.. but will it make a difference?
i'm confuzed.. n i don't like being in dis pozition at all.. |
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